1.20.2011

disparagingly divine doll deals demand direction

i had planned on ranting about work this evening but i re-thought it and decided that it was best left alone, but i do have more dolly news!

i currently have two dollmore girls coming in! and both of them were cheap because i was able to to partial trades for some doll parts that i already had! i had been worried that i would never get rid of my modded MOMO boy and had pretty much given up on selling him when a trade for a girl body for a boy body came up, it was so exciting once i was able to make the trade. i feel like i'm ready to have a girl doll, i love my boys but it's time that my house got some resin va-jay-jays to stop the resin sausage fest lol.

i was content after i found someone to trade with and was ok with marking just the head now even more for a quick sale. it was all going as planned until i saw another dollmore girl go up for sale and i decided to ask for a partial trade on a whim and it was accepted! so i currently have two female dolls waiting to come to my house.

after all the drama and stress lately, it's nice to get the opportunity to expand my collection at a prices that is more than reasonable and that rids me of doll parts that i don't want. the only trouble i think i'll have is planning faces, wardrobes, and personalities for these girls. not to mention names!

i haven't even decided on coloration for them, i have a few spare wigs, eyes, and clothing lying around so i'll make do until i can save up some more cash for some proper items for them.

i know my hobby seems really materialist but i don't really care, my dolls give me great joy and customizing them and playing with them is relaxing. it's also nice to have little art models around the house that don't complain or need to eat. they also connect with all the other hobbies and interests i have so i never really feel guilty about purchasing one, i say if you enjoy it you should indulge yourself. you will only live once (no matter what religious person tells you =_=) so you should enjoy things while you can!

meandering a little off the doll topic but not quite....i really want to get a tattoo soon, i know that i shouldn't rush into something like that but i feel an odd persistent desire to get one. i'm not really motivated by anything, so just having the feeling that i should go do that is strange.

odd compulsion i know ^^"

on the subject of tattoos, and going back to abjd's, i would really love a doll related tattoo. i think it would be something that is not only representative of my hobby, but feminine and quirky. those are two adjectives that i really like, now if it were "clever" i would have already been sold on it.

i'm of the mindset that i just don't want the tattoos i get to be pretty or cool but to mean things to me. i want them to be reminders of things that i cherish and things i have accomplished. this is not to say that i think that people that get them just because they like a cool design are silly or stupid, i just want the ink that i get to be highly representational of my personality and my interests. it may be vain but a small amount of personal hubris is to be encouraged, but if i start walking around with a big head, i'll appreciate being knocked down a few notches ^^.

my blog posts feel so manic and scattered, but since i do them just for fun i'm not really bothered. it is a relaxing activity that at times keeps me sane.

off to listen to some empire of the sun and play puzzle quest <3

yeah my nerd-ness is vast <3 <3 <3 <3

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